i want to go back.
to july 16th 2010. to that moment when you got up from your wheelchair at the door of my room and walked to me with the biggest, most beautiful of smiles, and kissed me on both cheeks and told me how proud you were of me. to that moment when i introduced you to your great grandchild and told you we had named her after you. just to see your eyes beaming with pride and appreciation at me again. just to be near you again.